Eventful weekend
Man, I have so much to ramble away about in here. I have so much that I just want to spill and I really REALLY need some advice. But, it’s just embarrassing. I should keep my gob shut about that…but man *puts head in hands* i dont know what to do.
I’ll write about my weekend. Friday night was Tahnee’s party. erm…it was an OK party. Up until about 10.30 when they shut the bar coz there was a fight going on. All the boys we go out with were involved and there was a massive group of (uninvited) south lynn (the rough part) lot. They called the police and there were 3 riot vans police dogs and policemen everywhere.
Saturday day blah. Work then had to cancel driving lesson coz i was sick and fainted at work. Came home watched a film in bed with my aunties poodle and then felt better. We had my aunties poodle because my aunt and uncle have gone away and my grandparents were looking after the dog but then my grandad was rushed back into hospital saturday afternoon. They think my grandad still has the hospital bug, Clostridium difficile which has been killing people. OUr friend is a theatre nurse and she says it’s worse than MSRA. *sighs slightly* My gdad is back to being really ill. This time we have to wear a plastic apron to go into his room (he’s not allowed on a ward obviously. Anyway, I don’t really need to go into more detail about that other than my parents are going on holiday on friday so its up to me to go with my nan every night to the hospital, which I don’t mind doing it’s just…my aunt and uncle are going away saturday and I just feel a bit…overwhelmed with responsibility and I guess I’m kinda worried. I dont know.
Saturday evening I went to Kate’s 18th party. Cut a long story short I got with Ollie. I didn’t quite know how to feel. For a start, I met Ollie just after my 16th birthday. I’m almost 18 now and I’ve really liked him ever since i met him. So I was happy. I mean HAPPY. lol and all my friends were happy for me and me and Ollie got on really well that night and it was good. But…then there’s Jason. Man, how bad do I feel? In my head, me and Jason are over now. That’s just how it is. We’re over. But he’s not acting quite that same as me. I guess I swop my friends all the time and never stay close to someone for very long so it’s easy for me to move on and ignore feelings. I don’t know. But, I feel terrible. And Sunday made me feel even more terrible. You know what, I might actually write about Sunday later…
-Lauren xx