Maren,Frank, work, Sarah, Apple, Mish

Maren’s birthday Friday

went to her in the evenin

met a guy there

Frank…well his names Trevor but people call him Frank

he’s got brown longish hair with a reddy pink wash through it lip pierced (i think) beardy type thing (lol)…he’s a lot more grungey than id usually go for.

Holly Rust’s house ( for own reference mates with and looks like Becky McMahon)

and frank was one of her friends

they just popped in for an hour and i got chatting to them when Holly asked if Frank could have my number lol

he seems nice but it aint gonna go anywhere,

i’d like to get to know him as friends, he seems cool

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work yesterday

fun

30 mins with laura and Jane – Jane bitching about Pat

1 hour 30 mins with Laura

then 2 hours with Pat – Pat bitching about Jane

great

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night in with mum last night

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argument with Apple today over MSN

i kinda overreacted

he knows how much i hate cars and driving coz of my cousin getting killed in a car crash when she was 18 and driving

and he knows how its messing me up that my family ask when im starting lessons

and yet he asked “so have you started driving yet?”

i do own him an apology coz i went a bit crazy coz i got upset that we were so clsoe for so long and Sarah died in the middle of the period so he saw how messed up i was

and ive always said im not going to drive

but he still asks

he can be so insensitive sometimes

thats the worst fault of his

he has lived his life so wrapped up in cotton wool he doesnt knwo what a problem is

his parents sort everything out for him

and protect him from everything

so he’s never heard of that little thing called tact.

but…

i do need to apologise

but not yet

im too…

urgh

God i miss her

God i wish my friends wouldnt drive

God i wish people wouldnt keep bugging me to drive

i don’t want to go to my friends funerals

not yet anyway

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Mish

GO TO THE FRICKING DOCTORS

No jokes.

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Purple Eyeshadow xx