not so fucking miserable

All day i’ve been kinda miserable.

The only person who really knows me kept asking what was wrong, even when i was forcing myself to look happy, lol

(love you Ash)

well last i had a free. Zoe asked if i would walk into town with her so she could pick up her wages.

Endrez said he would come then decided to stay at school.

i said we’d be back soon

ended up getting zoe’s wages

going into my work

(finding out i won a tenner in a draw i didn’t even know i was entered for)

going to see Zoe’s mum

then

getting chips

got back to school just as the bell for end of school went.

oops

sorry Endrez

had playing for success after school

thats when i stand at the front of a class of loud year 8 boys and force them to do some work before they can play sports

we did some memory games/competitions today

that basically entailed giving them something to do

which kept them quiet coz they wanted to beat each other

and me and Miss Holmes standing and talking

learnt a lot about her

she’s moving away in November…can’t remember where to though lol

somewhere exotic

she’s nice

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anyway, the point in this entry was to say even though i’ve been miserable all day and me and my dad are at each others throats,

I’m starting to lighten up…

possibly could have something to do with the fact i just cooked myself a massive dinner

then i got all artistic with a dessert (which i never have but decided to today)

two meringue nests, slightly over lapping with mandarin segments piled on top, orange sauce drizzled over

then half a passion fruit squeezed over the top

and the other half still in peel (?) next to them

then, to finish it off, i crushed a little meringue over the top.

et viola.

lol

i love decorating food

i’m kinda sad.

did smash a bowl though

that wasnt good

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Purple Eyeshadow xx