entry about stuff…yah…stuff and me

i dunno what to write in here. maybe i should do another number entry

1. got moaned at for skiving all my english lit lessons. it’s only miss lewis’ lessons tho. i hate them. i dont learn anything from the way she teaches,

2. i thinking about giving up english lit. but i REALLY wanna do it and i thinkill regret not being able to do it. ive just gotta try harder and keep on top of the work.

3. im tired. stupid debenhams. stupid katie. had to work both mega day sales. wenesday 6-10 thursday 5.30-11.  am tired as hell

4. ive been asleep all evening

5. for the past 2 weeks the maximum amoun of sleep ive been having is 4.5 hours a night.except 1 night i slept 6 hours…SO good, lol. ive had so much work i have to work thru the night

6. i lost my voice today. i think m lack of sleep is making me ill. everyone was laughing at me and asking me to repeat things. my phone was often in my hand texting after i ran out of paper, lol. didnt help i had to stay after 6thform to help hyperactive year 8 boys do maths before they go and play football. isnt easy to get them to do any work when i have a voice so you can imagine what it was like. although crouching down next to their desks and quietly telling them off kinda worked coz they had to shut up to hear what  was saying and then they kept checking to see if i was looking coz  they knew i wouldnt be shouting lol, so it was kinda an advantage. thankfully tho my voice came back towards the end of their maths

7. havent talked to brian recently (diary is henryyoung). where’ve you gone tonight dude? i havent been on recently but now you’re not here when i am on! lol

8. a friend of mine is goin thru a rough patch. his parents are splitting up and it is BAD. their arguements are getting worse. its letting me get to know him more. i never really spoke to him, justthe usual, hey how you doing and occasional swop of homework to copy, lol. i dunno how to help him, ive never been thru it…

9. another of my friends is feeling really bad. she’s been mentionaing suicide. i guess its good she’s mentioning it to me tho…coz she’s less liekyl to do anything if she’s telling someone but im still so worried and she lives a a village away from where i live and i never go there so i only get to see her when she comes in lynn.urgh.

10. it’s roughly 8 of my friends birthdays this week. and as my friend pointed out, roughly 9 months ago it was valentines day…go figure, lol. it’s my best friends birthday tomorrow. we’re all going to a northern soul night. SO excited. us 5 girls go allthe time anyway, well 4 of us do but Em is coming as well this time and gem is bringing her boyf(who i dont like) and his mate and Ol is coming so it should be great fun.

11. that reminds me…Ol said he’s beginning to fall in love with me *gets all giddy and girly* *giggles* yayness on a stick. im not stupid, i know he’s not and poeple just say love but dont mean real love but at least it shows he’s keen? lol my god i like him so so much.

anyway, this is boring…cant believe you’re still reading

Purple Eyeshadow x