03/25/2011
uugh, its been awhile… AGAIN!, I know I know, i suck. Really i have had a few things to write about too, just no drive to do it. I know i am lame. I think i am burnt out… 3 months of wicked dieting and 2 months of killer Insanity and 27lbs raped off my body, and me just upping the intensity by doing a Hybrid of P90X and Insanity now WHILE still jogging and trying to work up to doing a half marathon… I think its just abit too much for the old body right now. I have been so tired mentally and pysically lately. All i want to do is sleep ALOT… and of course this is the time my darling son has been deciding NOT to take his fucking afternoon naps…. oi… The last 2 days i have wanted to workout, wanted to push hard and just push past this wall and force the body to suck it up and just do it. But i dont think thats gonna happen, not on 4 to 5 hours of sleep a day anyways. And of course i have been slacking on my resolve in eating… to much snacking and eating things and amounts that i dont need… thankfully my system is in hyper drive and burns it off with no issue (so far) so i havent gained anything. I think i am gonna have to just take another day or 2 off and relax and not worry about it, and start fresh on monday with the P90X/Insanity hybrid, and not push so hard on the jogging for the time being. Just pull back abit until my body adjusts.
In other news, my oldest sister came to kelowna for 2 days and we got together for dinner and then the next day coffee. Thats the first time we’ve seen each other in 12 years. We just resently started talking on FB again. Its odd, but i have more in common with her then my other 2 sisters and even my brother. I am glad we let the past go and have moved on. Turns out she is a professional editor… SCORE! so ya she said she would edit my books for cheap, which is pretty sweet.
Anyways i am STILL looking for a dark comic style artist to draw my comic series… anyone out there that any good? I am seriously starting to think i just need to bite the bullet and learn to draw this shit myself, might be easier and faster… since its already been 2 years almost…. FML… like seriously epic comic series here easily enough to say it would be published if done right…. whatever… one day…
Well kiddies im out
RYN: You think so? Some days I see the weightloss than some days I don’t. My family has seen a change but my friends haven’t so it goes back and fourth.
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That’s awesome!!! Glad you got in touch with her again… Hope you will be able to build on the relationship. RYN: thanks for the encouragement :).
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i don’t think it’s ok. but if worried about what everyone else is doing i’d drive myself crazy. if he’s going to cheat, he’s going to, wether it was with me or whoever. we actually had quite the conversation about it and i think i made him(not purposefully but it happend)see why his wife acts the way she does and he a lil lightbulb moment. it saddens me bc he’s a super nice guy yet still cheats,
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which really leads me to believe there aren’t that many faithful ones out there, and hte ones who swear up and down their faithful might not be either. his excuse was they got married too young and he didn’t do hte things young ppl get to do. i can see that. it’s no excuse, but i can see it. BUT, like i said.i’m in no position to judge him or anybody.his life is his life. i was just an outsider.
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i guess that makes me a rotten person. but…well i guess there’s not much i can say to that.
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RYN: YARRR! Callisto does rule!
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RYN: Oh right, can’t forget the hockey! I’ll be sure to tell them all about how we ride moose’s (mooses? moose? meeses? wtf?) instead of horses and if the men aren’t profressional hockey players than their lumber jacks because in Canada, those are really the only jobs.
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ryn: if you’re serious, I have at least three nepenthes (lowlanders) who need new homes. You’d have to keep them warm and fairly humid, but they’d grow well for you.
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