18 weeks 5 days

I have pretty much nothing to write about. Nothing too new or interesting is happening…it’s just HOT. Too hot to want to do anything. Too hot to be able to fall asleep, so I can’t until like midnight or later, but then my body wants to wake up early because it starts getting so hot I feel sick laying around sleeping.

My newborn stash of diapers is pretty much done,and I’m not really sure what to do with myself now. So I’ve started looking for bigger diapers. I think I’m going to do a lot of one size but look for one sizes that are known to actually fit well for a while. I keep looking at fancy diapers on Hyena Cart. They’re SO CUTE and look so soft and squishy that I would just want to curl up and sleep in them, but they’re pricey. I definitely want to splurge on at least a few really cute ones.

I got some flannel to make a ton of wipes and my stupid sewing machine is being a butt. Plus I’m out of thread, and now I can’t find any of the boxes in the garage that have millions of spools of thread in them.

In a little over a week I will reach the halfway point of this pregnancy. Which is equally exciting and terrifying. I need to get on finding another groomer ASAP.

Jonathan and I confessed to each other today that we both fully knew what we were doing when this baby was conceived and while we didn’t exactly plan that out, you can’t really call her an accident by any means, either.

My feet are really swollen tonight. It’s not unusual for me to have swollen feet/hands in general so I was already expecting it to get worse when I was pregnant and I’m sure this heat isn’t helping.

Let’s see, anything else? One of my best friends is moving across the country in less than two weeks. It’s depressing as fuck. I’m going to miss her 🙁 I need to find some more friends around here. Once the baby is born I’m going to go to a couple of mommy groups in the area and try to find a friend with kid/s. The only problem is that most of the parents in my town are 35+. It’s a town where people definitely wait to have kids, and it’s not that I can’t be friends with them as well, but I would like to find a friend who is somewhere near my age and has a child.

Ok, it’s too hot to do anything, I’m going to go lay in front of the TV some more.