NOJOMO -19- *E*

 Finding time to write every single day is hard, so yes I have failed this years NOJOMO. 

I have been having these dreams. Another one last night.  I dont know what to do with them.  I dont know if God is trying to tell me something or if its just my subconscious because of these Ive been feeling for a while now.

It involved mom.  She again, met Noah for the first time.  Again it involved me crying.

I don’t know what to do with these dnojoream or these feelings.  Dave and I were supposed to go to Rochester for Thanksgiving but those plans fell through.  We go to his moms every year and we just wanted to do something different.  I suggested we go to my moms.  HA.  Part of me was joking while half of me was not.

I just dont know what to do anymore. 

It bothers me she does not know Noah.  Shes never met him.  It bothers me she does so much for her granddaughers (my brothers girls) and has never done anything for Noah.

It was never supposed to be like this. 

I have to go before I start to cry.. crap.

 

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November 20, 2012

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November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

I have some semi-similar feelings with our dropped connections to Sara’s side of family. But I can’t imagine what you’re going through. *hugs*

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

extend the offer and see what happens? you cannot control how your mom acts, you can only control yourself.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

November 20, 2012

I agree with the above noter and reach out to her…again. Especially if it’s affecting you in this way. I wish she would wake up before it’s too late.

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December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁

December 14, 2012

RYN: i know nothing is going to come out of this. it seems like he is never going to change. 🙁