I Cut Myself….

To feel better about the things I don’t have in my life. I do it to make myself feel because sometimes I can’t feel pain and tonight when I cut myself I couldn’t feel a thing. It feels so good to do it. It feels so good to do it. I mean why bother to actually care if I accidently cut to deep. I mean it’s not like I see any of my friends anymore. It’s not like I have a boyfriend to worry about me. It’s not like my family actually ever sees me. It’s always just….me. And I don’t like it just me. So it’s my solution to feeling something other then completely alone is pain. I’m such a genious. I really am.

The truth is I should of never told you my feelings because everything was better unsaid and less awkward.

~Sonja~

-Princess Of All Things Nice