The Relevance on Relating…

I lay here

On the floor

The others sleep

While I feel

More Alone

Realizing

I’m nothing more

Then the words

I speak

Out loud

Into the Night Sky…

I feel alone tonight. So alone that I could scream. My tears are overwhelming tonight. Everyone has someone but me. I feel alone in a world made for couples. I feel alone in the sea of confusion. With no one to lean on to help me out. To lead the way. It’s not that I need someone to lead. But I need to feel loved from someone outside my own family. I seem to find myself feeling more and more that it is my destiny to be old and alone. No one realizes that my greatest fears come truer and truer each moment of each day.

Could this be fate, or could this be a trap? I got a date for prom. It’s with my friend Matt Worth. He’s a cutie. I would go out with him if he asked. But we said we were going to go as friends to prom. Nothing more. Sarah’s cat is trying to get into her room. We’re at her house. Me and Elizabeth that is. We’re staying the night. They’re both asleep, and I’m on the computer in Sarah’s room writing this entry. Things have been a little bit crazy. But that’s okay. I should be fine right? I mean to feel lonely is a perfectly okay thing? it happens to everyone, Right?

I hope so. I mean I hate to only feel this and no one else feel it either. I hope everything will be better. I feel all alone in a sea of emotion. Someone help me please!