To The Touch A Poem By Me

Feelings came rushing back
Months ago
After a long awaited time
Of being numb
And enjoying it.
It hurts so much
For no reason at all
I miss the days when
Pain ment nothing at all
I miss the innocnence
In a forgetful laugh
A laugh that hid
All the numbness
That laid inside
Here I am curled up
In pain
For I am nothing
To no one
And this has no gain
It hurts so much
I hate feelings
To the touch
I’ll pray for numbness
In my sleep
In hopes that someday
In all my blindness
I’ll be able to see
The beauty in this
Uncertianty.

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i love your poem! it’s practically a mirror image to how i feel now! you know, having a dad in the military and never knowing if he is going to be deployed or not…and living overseas away from everybody….it really drains you… hit me back sometime! em

i love your poem! it’s practically a mirror image to how i feel now! you know, having a dad in the military and never knowing if he is going to be deployed or not…and living overseas away from everybody….it really drains you… hit me back sometime! em

i love your poem! it’s practically a mirror image to how i feel now! you know, having a dad in the military and never knowing if he is going to be deployed or not…and living overseas away from everybody….it really drains you… hit me back sometime! em

January 3, 2002
January 3, 2002
January 3, 2002