The Spang Posse

This is it, then. Huh, is this what you guys want? Do you want out? Because Other Sarah this is the thrid time you have threaten with this and I’ve decided that since this is the third time. I’m not going to stop you. I wish you wouldn’t. I really do. But you see if you want out I’m not going to stop you this time. I’m not.

I also have decided I’m not going to turn this into he said she said crap. I’ve read all the od’s that were updated as of 2:30 and before today. And I have my own opinions. And to let you know I am not a happy camper. In fact I’m not happy. This is the kind of thing that upsets me. Just because we don’t always do things together doesn’t mean we don’t want you there.

See this stuff that’s going on now is just crap. We need to sit down and we need to do it now. Not later not tomorrow not yesterday. Because here’s the things I know about later and tomorrow they never come and yesterday never comes back. I’ve had it with all this. This childish problems. This game we’ve been playing all summer. It’s the he said she said game. We’ve skipped around our problems and done nothing to fix them. It’s time to fix them and fix them now.

But you know what that will probably never ever happen. So you know what. I think it’s time for a break. A posse break. A time to end this now before anyone else gets hurt. Because every single one of us is hurt and it’s not fair to any of us to feel this way any longer. So maybe we should end it now. Maybe it’s time to end it. Maybe us holding on this long was the biggest mistake any of us could of ever made. I just wish it didn’t end this way. I wish there was something left to do. But I for one honestly don’t think there’s a lot left for me to do or have anywhere to go to make it better.

This is how it was, and this is how it ends. Nothing good can end good it can only end bad.

~Sonja~