Woke Up

Dave East, Tory Lanez

8:14 am

I did well this morning about the snooze button. Only hit it once lol but Pam is mad because my alarm wakes her up. Eh. I can’t win for losin’.

Kept my brace off for an hour this morning after my shower. Typed a bit with it off. Using my pinky to hit the shift key is what hurts the most, and that is the tendon (or whatever) that seems to bother me. I had to put the brace back on when it really started hurting. I’ll take it back off in a little while, then back on when I leave for work.

I may have a tarot reading tonight. I might have screwed up because I never got a notification that I had a message on the tarot page. I hope they get my message back that I sent this morning. ::sigh:: I guess we’ll see.

I still have to write that letter for the prompt on the 23rd. My “Dear You” letters tend to be angry and snarky. This one will have to be positive, and I know a lot of people that could use words of encouragement. Maybe I’ll try to make it all encompassing. hmm

I need more coffee.

2:09 pm

I was going to take my brace off to type, but it hurts too much right now. I know I have to work through the pain, but with the card readings, I’ll be out of my brace most of the time. Gads I wonder how bad my shuffling is going to be! Oy.

Oh. Yes, they did message back. 2, maybe 3 readings tonight. That’s going to suck the energy right out of me. And not knowing how these girls are going to be? Ugh if they’re perky and stuff it’s going to really suck the energy out of me lol I don’t do perky. It annoys me.

I have a feeling they are perky. lol oh man.

lol I am so tempted to dress the part. Hobo skirt, lots of jewelry… too bad I don’t have my hair cut, though. Hmph. That does really suck. I look like a slob the way my hair is now. I am disappoint. The place where I get it cut is too damn far away for me to drive. I’m always tempted to shave my head when I look like this. ::sigh::

I better get coffee.

7:25 pm

Well, Three readings, three women crying.

I don’t mean to do it. I honestly don’t. But the dead, they weren’t quiet. I hit on the birthday girls sisters suicide that happened two years ago. I hit on another one where her daughter had passed at three days old. That one… I said, “your daughter is very ethereal”. And that is when she told me she had passed.

The third reading I hit everything on the head. I think she was crying because her friends were crying.

Aaand of course they were drinking, so emotions were high. It made them very easy to read. I never realized that would happen.

It’s probably why I don’t feel so wiped out. Defenses were down.

I had them hold crystals while I was doing the reading. I can feel a lot from the energy the put into them. The birthday girl kept throwing (well dropping but it would go flying across the room) hers. I know someone, something kept knocking it out of her hand. I told her to get a piece of amethyst (that’s what I gave her) to open her third eye. She is extremely intuitive. And she harbors so much pain. When I took the stone and held it myself I started shaking and almost crying.

I know a lot of people think this is all a bunch of hooey, but it isn’t. This power is inherent in all of us. You just need to learn how to tap it. I learned at an early age, and I find it gets stronger the older I get.

Alas, i do think that one of them is having menstrual cramps, though. lol I wasn’t going to bring it up. But my gawd I hurt like I have my ovaries yet.

I’m going to wait a few days, maybe the middle of the week and see if they’ll leave me a review on the fb page.

I’d much rather do my readings remotely. I still feel things, but I’m able to sort them out better. I don’t have 5 people staring at me lol I have time to think and add and remove cards, use the runes, do a ritual if i feel the need.

So I guess I did okay.

See ya.