Coming home was difficult
Medhia – I really missed you when I arrived home today. You were not at the door to greet me. You were not laying on my bed when I went to unpack. My heart sunk. It’s not the same here without you. I really miss you. Cleaning the litter box tonight was tough. The image of you rolling around in the box in mental anguish and pain haunts me. I’m so sorry I let that go so far. I should have taken you in the day before. I just wasn’t ready to lose you. I’m still not but you had to go. While I hate you’re not here, you healthy makes me smile.
Nothing exciting today.
I’m exhausted.
I’m sad.
MJG
“for I have sworn upon the altar of god eternal hostility against every form of tyranny over the mind of man.” ~ Thomas Jefferson
I not so long ago (to me) lost one of my fur babies. A tiny Yorkie 14 yrs old. Passed with heart problems. I feel your pain and that big void. I’m so sorry.
I’m sorry for your loss @tx. It’s never easy to lose someone. It’s even harder when they have been around for 14 years. Soon all that will be left is happy memories and once again when you think of your tiny Yorkie it will be with joy.
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@Axalotal: Awww, it is so hard with all “firsts.” This was the first time/vacation trip/ away from home and the return is always hard. I am glad you can think of her, across the Rainbow Bridge, and making new friends, playing, sunning herself, etc. But, ahhh….I do know, this IS hard. I hope each day finds you healing more. And Tigger is glad to have you there, as well!! yay Tigger!!!
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I cry reading your entries about Medhia. I know this pain all too well. ((hugs))
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