With hopes to see the end….

Point proven…. Open ‘Opendiary’ … Type in title of choice…. Look over and guess who is awake after a 15 minute nap. Yep that’s how my day goes every day.

So as my title says…. I’m going to write this in hopes to see the end of an actual entry!!! LOL

Things have been so up and down crazy in the past 3 months. Nothing I wouldn’t change for the world but definitely something that takes longer than 3 months to get used to. I am constantly trying to get on here and write. Either to write exciting things about my peanut, to vent, to share photos… anything!!! And I can never find the time. And then… as soon as I get on here and am ready to stop the world for a minute and write….. I GOT NOTHING…. lol mind blank.. words gone… nothing!

Lets see… the last time I updated (aside from just posting a picture) was about my little peanut being sick. She was diagnosed with RSV and the hospital told me that there was nothing we could do since it was a virus and not an infection we just had to let it pass. I did NOT like that answer so I called Nykaila’s pediatrician. He wanted to see her right away and told me that with her cough and congestion that they needed to put her on breathing treatments every 4 hours and bring her back in 3 days. I was sooo happy that he was going to do something for her but at the same time I was HEATED! How in the hell can a CHILDRENS HOSPITAL tell me there was nothing that could be done. ugh… anyway she got much better very quickly after starting the treatments. After the 3 days her doctor just put the treatments down to as needed. Which was only one more day to make sure it was all gone. Thank god my little girl got better.!!!! Poor baby was only a month and a half old at that time and it killed me.

Things lately have been very stressful with money, living situations, car situation… etc!!!! But everyday with my peanut and with my love make those things minimal! I know things will come together when they do and on there own time. They always do. We have always had everything come together for us and I’m sure they will continue to do so.

Anyway.. the last month and a half with our princess has been so amazing. Yes it had its downs but there was so many more ups!! She’s beginning to have so many personalities! She smiles ALL THE TIME.. she "talks" quite a bit… and LOVES music. she is such a wiggle worm whenever there is music on or she is laying on the floor "playing" Its so awesome. BUT man does she have a temper when it comes to being hungry lol. You take the bottle away to burp her and you would think the whole world was coming to an end! haha I cant get enough of her.

I was going to vent, I was going to throw a fit on here where I could get all that’s been in my head OUT and what happens? I gaw over my beautiful little peanut! 🙂 I can’t help but to just fall in love with her more and more each and every single day of her life!! SHE IS THREE MONTHS OLD TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, I am off to put my munchkin to bed! Hope to update more often so hopefully I wont have to play catch up toooo much!!!

Goodnight all!!!!

(LEAVING YOU WITH SOME PICS!!!!)

~Babies First Easter!!! (And the only dress she’s ever worn!!! lol )~

~Family Easter! ~

~Enjoying the sunshine! ~

"Playing the guitar!!! lol"

~First time bowling!!!~

~Just being cute~

~Still being cute!~