Wow
I have managed to stay on this writing thing a lot more since NoJoMo than normal. Its nice to have a place to come and write. Get things out or just clear my head sometimes.
This week has been very busy for me. So glad it is Friday!!!! I am 36 weeks tomorrow, WHAT AM I STILL DOING ATTEMPTING THIS WORK THING WHEN I FEEL LIKE SHIT ALWAYS?????? That’s my 6am thought of today. I spent all day yesterday finishing up BabyGirl’s clothing and blankets and towel’s and washcloth’s and bibs and socks hahaha She has sooo much stuff already and she isn’t even here. Its definitely relieving. Everything is washed and folded up by size and put into her chest that a friend made me. It makes it much easier for when she decides to come join us in this world and its time to move into daddy’s house!
On top of that my hospital bag and her diaper bag are packed and in the car ready to go. As well as her car seat. Just in case I feel a little more prepared for what’s to come in the next 29 DAYS?!?! I don’t think she is even going to wait that long. (Which is OKAY with MOMMA!!!!!!!) haha
Today I get to go see my love. I haven’t seen him since Wednesday but it seems like its been a whole week. I miss him so much when I am not around him. It saddens me!!! I have trouble sleeping (even more than normal) and I hate waking up alone! I know he has the same problem except its not him just missing me its him missin me and his babygirl! Its hard and I’m so ready to be with him regularly. Not wondering if I am going to go into labor without him! or if I am going to have to drive to get him once I go into labor so he can be with me during. That is a messed up dream I have had on more occasions than one. That I go into labor at work and instead of driving my dumb ass to the hospital lol I drive myself to him and then we go to the hospital. Not a good dream!! HAHA
Well I gotta go get ready for work UGGGGHHHH!!!!!! Can’t wait til my love starts his job so I don’t have to do this anymore! Come on W2’s!!! Get us some money til he gets a check haha
Oh and real quick one of my favs that I read quite often posted this link and I wanted to share. This just SICKENS me to my core!!! I can’t believe some people!!!! http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/01/24/new-mexico-abortion-bill_n_2541894.html
HAPPY FRIDAY ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!