Quick as can be!

I should be getting ready for work as I type this but I figure hey what’s ten minutes?? That is the amount of time I am allowing myself to write!! I haven’t really given myself enough time lately to write which I know I need to do. My goal is to not ONLY do NoJoMo when it comes around but actually update every once in a while. which is so silly because I read my fav’s EVERY DAY But I cant find time to write??? 

Anyway, Lately everything has been crazy for me. I have more stress on my plate than I would like but who doesn’t? I sit and constantly wonder if I really will be able to give my baby girl everything she need when she decides to join this world, or will I somehow fail at that too?? Between finances and emotional break downs I don’t know how much my poor mind can take but I guess we will see cause I don’t think those stresses are going anywhere. At least not any time soon. 

A little sense of relief seems to be coming my way, (Hopefully today) Cody has to go up to IBM and fill out some paper work and take a test to HAVE A FULL TIME JOB!!!!! He has been looking for a long time and with babygirl coming so fast it has really stepped up in his mojo and really started pushing himself to get a job and allow me at least a little bit of time off work before she makes an appearance into this sometimes fucked up but definitely wonderful world. I am proud of him and cant wait for the day to be over to know for sure when he starts and what to do next.  There is SO much to do!

I have had that burst of energy lately as well which is scary for me cause they say when that comes baby isnt far behind…. i came home from work on tuesday (which normally I lay down and watch some tv or something after work) and threw in some laundery, folded and put it away, cleaned up my entire room and found room for all the extra clothes ive gotten with the growing belly, then made dinner for me and my dad and helped him clean up before relaxing. Then yesterday I came home cleaned out my car, sat down for about and hour and then headed to family dollar, and had dinner did the dishes and started going through all of babys clothes and seperated them by size and what we need to put in the hospital bag. Then looked over some check lists and birth plan stuff for me to be ready for delivery before sitting down and watchin tv. by the time I made it to bed it was almost 11. UGH and I wonder why when i get up at 6am I am soooooo tired!!!! 

Next is to figure out what to pack up and take over to codys. We will be living at his parents house in their finished basement until we can get our own place… SOOOO much to do…. SOOOO little time!!!! Ahhhhh

Now I am off to work. Thanks for listening and hope to write again sooooon!!!!!!!!!!!