Runaways

Tim and I are best friends. Prior to NYE, I hadn’t seen Tim since July. Because I knew if we hung out, he would just know that I was back with Josh. And when Tim gives me that look…that look where I know I am making a mistake..well I didn’t want to see it. So I cut myself off from him.

After testing the waters on NYE, I e-mailed him apologizing and initiating a hang out. This happened tonight. We talked a lot, like we always do and I told him what had been going on with me. It felt good to have my friend again.

So January 5th turned out to be an ok day.

I cried at some very random times (alone) and again, just can’t wait for the day when I can…you know what? Never mind. Right now I just want to be around good people and start being 26.

Tomorrow night is my first night shift at the bakery. Sunday night – Thursday night 10pm-6am.

lots of baking and TONS of information being thrown at me. Stay on my toes. Oh and I so wish I was better at math. Actually just being better at answering things really quickly.

I need sleep.