Is there anything here?

I have been trying to decide if I want to stay at Century for another semester, or go transfer again to a 4 year. That is what I really want to do, I just hope it is possible.

I have been looking at the U of Illinois chicago..

Has always been some where I have wanted to go, acautlly the top school I have wanted to go to, I just never thought I could.

But after talking to my sister I realized that I should do what I want to do. I dont want to go somewhere just because it amkes sense financially. I think everyone knows I am not one to do what is smartest money wise lol. IE moving out.

But I dont know. I just dont think I want to go anywhere around here, for both good and stupid reasons. And I keep wondering if there is anything left for me here right now.

When I first started filling out the application, like the first day I even considered this, I just felt excited. I told Erik about it that night and asked him what he though. Everyone pretty much gives the same response "just do what you want"

After watching some sex and the city, I wrote Jimmy this e-mail saying lots of stuff. No response yet.

I just want this to be a not so stressful point in my life right now.

I think once I get through this month it will get better.

I want my Ashlee Simpson CD back

I want a sleepover.

speaking of that.

So last night after back and forths, I met everyone over at Eriks. I was so not having very much fun. I mean we watched a video of when they went to Pete’s cabin, which was super funny bu tI had seen it like the night before.

Anyways. So then everyone decides to watch a movie. I didnt drink, 1 because i didnt want too, and 2 because I really wanted to be home at a decent hour.

But what do I do? fall asleep like 15 mintues into the movie. So when I woke up at 7 this morning, I was pissed.

grr

But I want a good sleepover….a good one that involves cuddeling and cute stuff and a boyfriend.

Tomorrow marks a long week of classes. I am exaggerating.

I am going to go figure out what tonight has in store for me.

~*Bri*~

Plays of Life

February 2, 2005

Go to school where you think is best to help you get to where you want to go and what you want to do in life. You’re right, don’t look at the financial cost of the school. I didn’t. I’m a very broke person going to a very expensive college. However, there are student loans and other financial aid helping me to pay for it.

Ryn: My LJ name is 28thpath. I doubt I’ll give up this diary, I still include the very very personal stuff in it. However, I’ve began to get more personal with the journal as well since my I’m no longer with the now ex-boyfriend who reads it.