I can’t breathe

I think I had a panic attack last night

I knew the tears were coming right after it happened, so I ran ro my car and went home. I couldnt take a full breath, just short ones, and I had sharp pains in my chest.

So I went to Nicks late last night. He was drunk as usual. So I layed there..and he kept kissing me..and it was just terrible. I mean TERRIBLE. I wanted to part in it. So he finally fell asleep and I busted out of there. I realized that This whole ‘thing’ whatever it is with Nick and I is stupid. He has to have some sort of drinking problem, and he cant really like me. Everyone is telling me that he is an ass to girls and is a player.
GREAT

Send him over, that is what I seem to sttract.

So we shall see how this weekend goes..