and around it goes

This cycle has to stop

I cant keep forcing out these tears on the way home..it has to stop.

I am so exhusted. I ended up falling asleep at Erics again, which i didnt want to do, but as soon as they put the movie in, I was gone. It is dumb that the only time Nick and I hang out is at Erik’s.

last night was awkward.

We were all sitting at Erik’s like usual..and this other kid named Joe showed up..Then Erik asked if he could have my vodka. I was like "sure you can take a shot or two, I dont want anymore of it" Well, he ended up drinking the reast of it..and there was still like 1/4th of the bottle left. So he got drunk really fast. I guess it turns Erik just broke up with his g/f whom that Joe kid has kissed before they broke up. Erik talked a lot while he was drunk..I realized that I like listening to him talk..he talks smart. lol I felt bad for him though. How much of an ass do you have to be to kiss your friends g/f and show up at his house the next day?

I want to sleep in my own bed

is everything  going to be ok?

it makes my stomach turn