Told + date night

First, a follow-up to last entry…

I told Noah what happened. I figured it might come up at some point if he noticed that I wasn’t hanging out with Josh anymore, and if he ever did find out what happened, he would wonder why I hadn’t just told him right away. And it’s not like I did anything wrong that I should be afraid for him to find out, so I decided to just tell him.

It went fine, it wasn’t really a big deal. I told him that Josh tried to kiss me, and that I didn’t let him, that I didn’t have any feelings for him beyond friendship, and I wouldn’t hang out with him alone anymore. Noah just thanked me for telling him, and said he was sorry my friendship with Josh hadn’t worked out, because he knows how much I’ve been needing a new circle of friends.

And that was it. The more I deal with this type of thing lately, the more I think that he really just was weird during the pregnancy and he’s not really the jealous type. (and because a couple notes got the two confused, Josh is not the guy from childbirth class. That was a guy I really didn’t have much interaction with at all, and Noah got all weird because he didn’t like how the guy looked at me, whatever that means. Josh is not someone Noah ever had a problem with. I still don’t know what Noah’s problem was with that other guy)

Anyway, so last night was the first time since Baby was born that I was able to go out alone with Noah. It felt SO good to get out of the apartment and just be adults for a little while.

Baby still doesn’t want much to do with the bottle, but she’ll at least kind of sip at it if she has no other option. And lately she’s been doing pretty well with having a consistent bedtime, and staying asleep for several hours after she goes to bed. So I figured we could try having a babysitter come after Baby went to bed, and it worked great…she didn’t even wake up while the babysitter was here.

We went to a movie (Lincoln), which was pretty good but a little bit long for me and my attention span. But it was nice to just hang out with Noah, and cuddle up to him in the theater. He wanted to fuck me there (he’s seemed way more into the public thing lately than he used to be), but there were people in the row right in front of us, and I couldn’t quite get up the nerve to do it. So we just made out a bit, and I rubbed his cock a little (but not too much, because I didn’t want to get him TOO worked up in public). On the way home, he told me it was a testament to my hotness that he was able to stay hard through a movie full of old men with ugly beards. Made me feel good. 🙂

And I got yelled at by a cab driver on the way home for not staying in my seat. Oops.

So anyway, it felt really good to finally have a real date with him. It’s been way too long! And I hardly got any sleep, because we had a few hours of built up energy by the time we got home, and got rid of the babysitter and all that, so we ended up staying up most of the night together, like we did back when we first started dating.

So I’m tired today, but happy.