Love From Jeremy

A great e-mail from Jeremy (2001-2003 entries).  Had to put it in my journal.

My CB handle is "Tornado", cuz I suck, I blow and leave a path of destruction wherever I go.

People get tired of me.  I have NO real friends at all now, just superficial facebook sound byte peeps.  I’m a great person and full of love to share, but can’t find anyone worth it.

From J:

I first just wanted to say that I am sorry that you are still on my list of people that I send random things to.  That isn’t my intention at all. I’ll fix that for the future, to save us both.  You are not anyone who  deserves any of my random thoughts (or my REALM O]]IINST … you’re actions-since you LEFT ME— have proven that time and again.

I have a FUCKING life so STOP FUCKING calling me at GODDAMN three am in the GODDAMN morning.!  I WILL NOT FUCKING ANSWER- (EVER) SO… JUST… FUCKING!!!  STOP!!! FUCKING!!! DRUNK !!!CALLING!! ME!!!….

Look—(and all this is important…..)

I  Don’t hate you…..BUT..I DONT LOVE YOU either!!  (that’s ALL YOU BABY!!!)  I (really, more than anything..just fucking ANYTHING…but you just fucking WANTED something ELSE from me.  So, despire that I will endure "till the end of time -all you well see is …this, so  can any one see that this is just (Fucking KILLED my LOVE for you….then you ate it…and told me it needed more barbecue sauce. (and I recently just  made it myself with a fresh lemon and KC Masterpiece…Damanit….wthat good on New Years Day for evepmy all but me/ and the premade just want to find OMV….keep wanting to…"Be there for you"…

Well let me tell you about MY fuc….ing  change,,

On the 5th of January… I was up for a promotion…

THE NEXT FUCKING Week…..I got put on a Final writen warning (after 3 years of NOTHING…)
On Thursday the 27th…I was fired …For an INVALID transfer

Wishing you Peace and Resolution,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yaechle