I HATE MOVING!

I HATE MOVING!  I thought I would not be moving again for years.  I got attached, I made plans, I settled in, I got comfortable…. I believed the illusion.  I twisted my arm to enter a situation that my gut knew was wrong the whole time.  So here I go again… packing, moving, trying to remember to breathe.  Being so exhausted I can’t sleep.  Feeling stress eating my flesh like a virus.  

FREEDOM 3/30/09

Choose carefully that which you keep.
Release the items that make you weep.
Memories are useless when they are all you have.
You’ll miss the joy of now holding the past.
What happens to these things at your leave.
None will have value to those that grieve.
It is the creature you are that means most.
When knowing who you were is all but lost.
Nothing exists or has meaning unless given.
So cling to this second and call it living.
I release myself from the material memory.
I choose to keep now and make me free.
Life time habits are difficult to end.
Consider it a step on the path to souls mend.
For the gain is far more valuable than the loss.
Detach and dismiss the trash that you toss.