Rant Soo very frustrated.

Work so pod me today as the other portrait studio i work for asked me to come in tomorrow but then called me off which leave the rant below…. *SighZ*

Well im currently employed 60 miles from my job that  constantly only gives me on call hours, and is hiring new people, wehn they could train me to do photography, so i could get more hours. *sigHz*

Instead i have a computer networking degree thats sitting idle because i have a degree and no experiance. No one will hire me without experiance or certifications.

Im a woman i should be at least able to get my foot in teh door, but no, .

And today in the mail comes the final disconneciton notice for our utility company because my bf n i’s check covers rent car insurance, groceries, and gas.
Im behind on my student loans of 28k, I’m behind on my cell phone… so im surprised i still have service,  and not to mention im not sure how im goign to pay my storage unit bill this month of 46.00
 
I play runescape, neopets,Ikiarim, maplestory, and recently joined dark throne.

all to really escape the tension of the money crisis.
I barely make 15 hours per two week pay check, my bf clears about 500 ever two weeks.  Im just so fed up i want to cry. *SighZ*