7/30/06

im surprised i know how to write in here.  sheesh my life is going crazy spiral outta control. Nothing is helping me destress. Take today for example i haven’t been to bed yet and i got be at work in 5 hours. i can’t sleep at all… tried just about everything reading, watching tv just listening to the music . im yawning but not falling asleep. *sighZ*… oh well.

then there is the money *sigHz* running short till next pay day but we will make do *sighZ* Im off to try n get some sleep i hope.