ewahts wrong with me???????

Im beginning to wonder whats wrong with me… its like im beginning to adhere to j’sschedule or something because more n more i can’t sleep even tho i should be… and aside from my cycle being all messed up…. due to stress or what have u… i haven’t been feeling good … lately.. kinda sorta like it was before i had my gallbladder taken out… certain foods dont agree with me and shit… Not surprising since our cupboards are bare n stuff.. our link card doesn’t get recharged till the 15…. and mom’s being stingy with my school fund. i dont know how much longer i will ahv emy cell phone my plan is up sometime this month.. I only have about $3.99 in me bank account n j isn’t much better after paying all the bills… *cries* i just want a freaking job ya know the only thing i wont do is whore me self… but i hate this.. ever since being fired from walmart its like i can’t get ajob like im black listed….. Im so freaking frustrated…UGH! and any woman who have been preggers leave me thoughts in pvt messages about what it was like in early stages please n ty..

OUtties.

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October 9, 2005

*hugs* i woulodnt know anything about being preggy or even ne falso alarms lol hope u find out whats going on! feel better soon!

October 10, 2005

I had false alarm this month. I totally missed my period even though I am on the pill. Took two pregnancy tests both negative (thank god) and the doc said it’s possible with long term use of birth control to miss a period.