Sadness adn confusion… edit:
Today i learned one of my best onlien chat friends passed on from diabetes.(sp) TO a man who just got married and had a child all within the last few years and he brought such joy and happiness and saved my own neck from my self a time or two in the 2 years that i have known of him. I will miss him.. even tho we talked rarely and he always made ya laugh so hard you could cry. That could be said of several men that i have met that have died.
On Another note my body is really creepin me out when i get up later today im calling my physician. and seeing if he will see me like asap. cus this is completly freaking me out. I did some research on webmd.com to try n figure out what is possibly bothering me. several things have similar syptoms to what im going through.
these are such things like: every women’s nitemare endormetirous (sp) it basically renders a female unable to have kids; a miscarraigel; cancer of the ovaries; pre menopausal symptoms im at the right age it occurs mainly between the ages in 20-35 for women. I dont know it all scars me because i want to be able to have my bf’s children someday and this is really freaking me out more so than not having a job. *sighZ*
Here ends my rambling for the day.
will have some idea got a drs. apointment for 4 pm today!
you know the old adage about how it’s always the best who go first. so true. :hugs: and feel better
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Aww love I’m sorry.I’m sure your freaking yourself out. But do get yourself checked up and get yourself better. Dont think about all the other things. Dont get worked up until you truly find out whats wrong. Best of luck. DONT STRESS :o)
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So sad about your friend. I had one of my online friends die – but he committed suicide. RYN: Yeah homegrown strawberries are way better.
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Hope things get figured out for what is going on with your body.
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