>>>>>>>……… Hate myself>……….<<<<<<

*SighZ* im such a screw up…. i fuck everythign up that was ever good to me…. *sighZ* why do i do that?

 Shit… me n J fought…  n i thought i would lose him n my heart would break n i dont think i would ever recover. shit…. why do i brign pain in miseray on myself when all i want is to be happy?

*sighZ*