Why Am i so Sad?

Is it because im dead inside?

or because my heart is broken?

Or because I can’t find love?

Why oh Why am i Continually Sad, Frustrated, n upset with life?

Is it because of the things i’ve seen,

the things i’ve been through,

or just the hate i see in everyone’s eyes lately?

Or is Depression setting in Again n i need to make time to have a long talk with

my guy friend in Ny?

How do i fix this feeling? How do i make it go away?

I dont want to feel like im broken forever n always.

u find the bits in pieces that make u semi happy for a little while but they soon get

over shadowed by the things that make me so sad, how do i fix this?

how do i change?

How do i find Mr. Right in all of this?

……….. How do i ?

dragonslayer

January 10, 2004

Faith. I know, easier said than done. I’ve been there myself, don’t forget. It’s like being stuck in a power outage at night. Everything seems so damn dark. You can’t find your way to the light switch, much less actually turn on the light. But out a window, there is inevitably a light. And you will find your way to it. No, I don’t mean THE light. It’s not that time for you.

How is it hard to read? My entry wasn’t hard to read cuz it was black on white… And the red may be a little hard to read on my DD, but there’s not much of that. So, I’m confused. Heh. Well, NMBS! 🙂 Hope things get better for ya. ACTress WomN (NSI)

Hey sweetie, Take care of yourself. Things will get better, people come along and you won’t always feel lonely.

*Happy Ever After*

November 1, 2005

so when is the interview? 🙂