In response to my unsigned note…

Well, maybe you shouldn’t have so much sex w/ random guys…

Hmm Sex with Random guys now theres a interesting thought.  IF i choose to give any Sex… its to people i sorta know.. i dont just go around fucking every guy i c. Although sometimes i wish i could just because i crave cock. i liked to be filled by it so what.  That doesn’t make me fuck everyone.

shit… if i did have sex with random guys i sure as hell would love to be getting paid for it because that would solve my money problems right here n now. but i dont… so thats not a option.

Sex wasn’t even a issue with my last two entries. all me n the guy did was kiss n talk… i dont think that involves sex if u both have ur clothes on… and one of u is dead sober, n not wanting to take that risk to mess up ur friendship even if its a beginning one.  Which i messed up anyway which is par for the course in my life. My feelings are always messing me up. Shit. I feel too much n i care too damn much… but thats who I AM. if people can’t handle that then their not for me. And i pretty much Comfortable with the fact im gonna be alone for the rest of my life because i intimidate people n scare people away. Without my knowledge that im doing that because they dont feel the need to confront me to my face in a one on one converstation. THAT they dont do that pisses me off.. i hate dealing with others peoples view on things.

…. Gotta run hopefully my internet disk comes today n now i have to go pick up my check so cyas lataz people… im outties