11/9/03

I totally messed up, my life, but hey thats my problem right…? So why does my mom, feel the need to share things with everyone, while i sort through my problems?  Now she finks im a slut just because of a naughty pic i left on one fo my chats with a guy…cus i forgot to tak it down, Im tempted to tell her… Im not a virgin anymore but i know that would just hurt her even more, BUt how do u tell A devote CHristian about ur sins, n failings, without getting ur head chewed off because she thinks its her fault in how she raised me… ITs not.. HER FAULT at all.. but mine… IM a grown person now… I Should be allowed to find my way with allowences for my mistakes…

AIM convo BEtween me n S

Me: i really want a guy friend to come with me to the family thanksgiving… but no ones gonna be available… * sigh*..
s: yea
ME: yea…

ME: N im gonna be the only single perons there.. ..
s: yeah sucks dont it
ME: MMmhmmm N now im gonna face uncomfortable questions by family..
s: ??

ME: Long story.
s: ,…
ME: Basically i left a naughty pic on  as my icon after one of my chats n my mom saw it n flipped out on me..
ME: N MSN
s: id tell her to fuck off
s: lol
s: id be like mom i like to fuck
s: so get over it
s: 😛
ME: u would….
s: call me when youre done being insane
s: 😛
s: lol
ME: lol, God.. Thats so Typical u…
s: well if you d do it itd be typicall of you 😛
ME: it would how?
s: nvm
ME: cus i do what cha ask?
s: lol i guess
s: like i said nvm
ME: 😀

what a wierd converstation about what happened with my mom…  Grrrs n Sighs