how do u deal with lonliness?

Technically in me familly since me sis is engaged im like the only single chick in it and never brought home a male to the family.. it makes me feel so alone n just sucks… I can’t continue being alone ill think ill just explode from my lonliness

everyone says i have plenty of time n not to worry about it… but its something i want in my life now… as i get closer n closer to getting my associates degree i want to at least have had a relationship by the time im 20. but i really dont see that happening.. one relationhip … When u never have had a relationship before its kinda hard to know what to expect but still. i would at least like to have one… it would probably help me not to spazz out as much either cus i’d have someone to help me relax.

Grrrrrrrrrr..

lataz people.

RYN: No, i’m not ignoring you. Sorry.. i’m jsut trying to deal with life.. and it didn’t seem like we connected too well earlier. Anyway, if you still wanna talk, jsut give me a shout, I’ll be around for the next few days.

on the b

October 9, 2003

Yeah know what ya feelin I’m pretty much in the same place and all i can say is try to keep yourself busy and don’t think too much about it…it’s all ya can do…love will find its way;)