4/1/2003

When u find the specail someone u hope hes single,

that ur friendship means more than anything. and that he will make u happy..

What if he’s already in a relationship? A Open Relationship? but u can’t help falling hard.. as much as ur brain denies it u know ur heart doesn’t lie…

my friends say its just puppy love because of what we have shared.. im inclined to agree so how do u get past this? knowing what u feel in ur heart… has somehow been comprimised and he’s hinted at leavign.. and not being there forever…

i know i would curl up and roll over dead. right now if he did. but then im not sure what to make out of where im going with this guy from online either.. the main difference between the two is their age. ones 2 years older than me the others 3. both more experianced. than me.. im worried abotu being used. and tossed aside like a rug.. but i dont knwo..i think i might be over reacting..

Too much damn stress just needs to go away right now..

LAtaz all…