im confused….. How could he.

Skip and i talked about what makes me happy. then we got into a stupid fight over me not singing and he was like im never going to talk to you again. and then a couple hours later he says he was kidding??? UM i think i need some help. seriously.

Am i that petty and shallow to let it get to me? TO let him squeeze my heart and soul, making me cringe? I just wanted to curl up and die right there. My life isn’t worth it, if i continuelly have to be put through hell its just not worth it at all.

I met a guy in chat room. we exchanged pics. man is he hot…. got a sexy voice to… we voice chatted for awhile. ( i haven’t done anything like that for such a long time, something stupid and crazy. maybe i needed to after skip) then my internet disconnects. and i can’t get back on my msn. i was so frustrated last night. it was pathetic.

and then i couldn’t get up this mornign. i was almost late to my tutorign hours. GO CARDS…. my old high school team boys are in the super sectional for bball

they play in Shelbyville. which is far far from my curren’t location i would love to go. but am not sure i can make it with the current demands on my time. oh bloody hell. im going to go before i continually purge my self of all feeling and i wouldn’t be fit for class..