Curious most curious.

Curious most curious. Why now of all times when im talking to my guy friends does the converstation turn to sex? is it me or is it them? We also talk about other stuff, but most of the time its sex. Its like no matter what we were talking about we end up connecting it to sex. WHY?I have most of my aim convos saved to my puter because i can’t believe thats what im talking about with complete stangers, and friends. Where did this sudden uncaringness come from?

Lots of Thinking to do. skips comming down for a visit. which will be nice, but i still like him also. not sure what his reaction shall be because the last time i saw him it was the decatur celebration and days before my surgery.(breast reduction) i dont know if that will change anything or not. I Know im too confused when it comes to guys anyway.I can’t sort out between what i need or like in a guys qualities. Or i just straight up ask and get rejected…. which hurts even worse.

Im just gonna let what happens happen tomorrow because i will not try to control anything. 🙂 peace love and happiness to all u who read this entry.