Total Confusion.

u have all probably read my previous entry. well i talked to S. Later today. he said he didn’t call me. and i was like ur kiding right. he goes no im not i was asleep at that hour. And i was like holy shit. Ur the only guy i know with ur name. who else has access to my apartment phone #? he proceeded to say the exfriend who introduced us. I dont know anyone who could reproduce a man’s voice let alone his way of talking to me. but i also believe S. saying that he was asleep. he was so upset when i told him he called me. i dont blame him either for being upset. someones played a very very cruel joke on both of us. i am beside myself with self loathing. of course i could blame it on the hour that i was called at. but i wont. whoever called me at that hour i know plans to call back in a couple of days. i wont be so easy to fool this time. ill also ask more questions.

ill go back to bearating myself now. lataz