today was my grad party…

i had my grad party today but not a single one of my classmates or coworkers decided to drop by they came for my sis on her grad party but not for me does that say something, am i really not liked at all its just an act?

Thats what it felt like today when all i saw were people from church and relatives that i’ve known all my life. it just would have made my day to have some one who i could just escape from the party with for awhile.

but no not a single person showed up.

im upset i guess i should get over but how can u get over the fact that people you thought were your friends and you gave an invitation to didn’t even bother to call and tell u there weren’t comming and didn’t show either. i just feel ripped into tiny little shreds

lataz all i have some crying to do.