I can’t wait for graduation, guys suck dick

No offense mushu.or anyother guy who reads this that i dont know personally.

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theres this guy, and hes sayin crap about me. like he wants to get with me. and i threatened to send him a virus Even said i could seriously do that, but i can’t and now hes sayin he called the cops, well its me that should be calling the cops to get him to quit saying hes going to hit this. i wouldn’t let him hit me if i was drunk off my ass and i would have to be to ever let him hit me.

I guess he likes making people feel bad. or maybe he’s insecure about himself i dont knwo. But i broke crying today and i never cry unless im 1)depressed, 2) really really really upset or 3) i hurt myself really bad.

I dont know how to deal with anything anymore. im really emotional right now due to unlocking past pain that i hadn’t dealed with. and now this shit. im about ready to just commit myself.n I haven’t had these thoughts for awhile ok ok maybe less than a year, but still im making progress. Now i’ve encountered a serious set back to my depression recover. im lost and im not sure waht to do.

And just because im goign to prom with somebody everyone thinks me and that person are going out were not. it irrates em how people think oh their going out cus their going to prom together oh big deal were just goign as friends.

im venting im sorry folks. lataz