hell is all around me

Well peeps my bf who is getting stalked hates the curb that it puts on her lifstyle but it creates a personal hell for her sex life. which i get the 411 on everyday. and she got in a fist fight with her stalker’s fiance whos preganat.

Bishop and i have been talking lately about the possiblity of me goign to see him this summer. i know it would be good for my best friend because she needs to get away far far away from this town. and i know i would love to get away if i could. because this town has become a nightmare.

im watching my back because if her stalker reconizes my car or me from walking to her car or talking to her outside at the vocational center i could be targeted to get her whereabouts. Mind u im not afraid i have taken taebo classes and i have taebo tapes and im in a current workout program but if it was more than one person which it tends to be when they try to take my bf. then i know i could possibly get my assed kicked.

My house is getting alot of prank calls. so i dont know whats the deal with that but it scares me to think that maybe it might have something to do with my bf. although my house is well protected and my mom has her guns(bbgun and a shotgun) in the house where I could get to them if somebody came to my house. but it just scares the shit out of me at night, i no longer want to be by myself in the dark.

Valentine’s day is going to be another sad day in my life. no valentine and no cash to get anybody anythign. not even my senior guy buds. hell is what it will be.

enough ranting. lataz all