dead soul lost in this world

my memories began with death

now here i am floating in between

darkness and complete utter isolation

i’ve suffered and i am still suffering from depression

Thank You Bishop, Lee, and the unknown

U brought with u a spark of life into this soul

let it experiance a little fun. but it couldn’t keep it up all on its own. now that most of them are gone. how can i survive?

Loving two souls that i feel emotions when just talking to them. they know who they are. their close to me.how can i feel love in a dead soul?

Am i begining to come back to life. maybe not yet . who knows. i know that thanks to my recent * complete hoplessness bout noted in my Why am I alone entry* The two souls that i love came through for me.

So how will i make College. when i never get to see one face to face? and the other im trying to bring out and he’s helping me deal. but he’s not prepared For my dark soul.

My soul is stained with sadness plagued by death

I thank them for bringing color and fun.

Remember my friends, my soulmates… are the ones.

keeping me attached and if anything breaks i doubt a return ……

for one soulmate has promised to never leave me alone and for that i am grateful. that brings a smile of hope for this dead soul.