And cycles begin to repeat

A long time ago I said

Everything is nothing

Today it returns
Coinciding with my quarterly lie-session with my doctor
The conundrum is: we’re working towards me not having to come back at all, only in a ‘crisis’
However, to achieve that, he reduces lithium
I need that lithium
Maybe I’ll just lie until I don’t have to go any-more
Run out of lithium
And get it off my GP
Who to this day, remains the only person in the profession to understand me, even though he humbly thinks he doesn’t

Fuck you
Fuck you all
Every one