Vlog

your vlogs are always great. i’m glad you keep up with them! ALSO TO RESPOND TO YOUR NOTES. woah that is in all caps, eh? the shouting was not intentional. anyway. i hear what you’re saying and it makes sense, maybe he’s just holding onto them for the cozy memories. that’s fine and all. but some of them are things like “happy two years” and stuff like that. it frustrates me to see

something like that saved but things from me not. like i said, he could just be lazy and not want to delete them. the recent one from his girlfriend was from last wednesday and i know he intentionally saved that one because he’s deleted other ones that i’ve sent since then. and for some reason it irks me. i know it shouldn’t, because i know he is my dude and wouldn’t go running back to this girl,

but it might be hard to understand how seeing stuff like that from an ex his hurtful to a girl. we are delicate little flowers. we don’t want to see that stuff. we don’t want to know you still want to remember those “good lady memories”, not with other women at least. i’d never delete them though…and i didn’t snoop on purpose. as i mentioned i was turning off his random alarm and a text from his

buddy popped up and i wanted to make sure i didn’t open it by accident when clearing his alarm. the text from his ex was the second one down despite there being 2 days since it was sent and knowing that i had sent him a good number since then. i guess it’s stupid, but i didn’t go looking for it and would never ever ever delete it. the old ones i saw i am guilty of looking through but this was

months ago so maybe they’re gone by now. but i shan’t look again. the other thing that bothers me, which i forgot to mention, is that when he got the text he had just taken a shower and shaved and we were going to go to dinner. he came back in the room briefly, left suddenly for about ten minutes and then came back showing me pictures of his old friends new snake hatchings. he pretended it was a

message from him, and i didn’t realize he was acting so weird until seeing the message friday. he was acting weird because she texted him. you must be my wise male voice of reason. all of my readers are pretty much ladies now and take the side of YEAH STUPID EX GIRLFRIENDS. maybe you can shed some light on this. ohhhhhhhh bruce. sorry to explode your diary.

bruce, you are very kind and sweet! and a good man! where are your entries??