07/28/2011 *Edit*

Nicki is just using me. Manipulating me. She doesn’t care about me.

I think I can finally SEE that now. I have to break free of her control. I have to let her go.

*Edit*
One good reason I know this, is because I told her to text me the next time she wanted to hang out. 3 days went by without a word from her, then when I finally did hear back from her, it was her asking me to help a friend of hers out. Nothing to do with hanging out at all. She just wanted me to help her friend.
*End Edit*

I made a Chrono Trigger video. It shows one of my favorite parts of the game – the talk about the Entity, Lucca’s Mom, and regrowing the forest.

In a nutshell, the party sets out to regrow a forest. Ultimately, the forest is regrown, an Entity is made aware of, and Lucca’s mother, who was once crippled and bitter, gets her legs back.

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July 28, 2011

woo! and yeah.. it’s hard, but ultimately, you will be much better off.

July 28, 2011

hehe, I’m sure I am. 😛 I lovelovelove that he is a programmer too!

July 30, 2011

It’ll get better. At least you’re smart enough to know you deserve better.

July 30, 2011

yeah she’s pretty cool. I aspire to have my style like that… I kinda do, I just don’t have tattoos. And I hardly wear make-up! I’m waiting to get tattoos ’cause Dexter is gonna draw them for me. And I didn’t realize that I do kinda have an obsession with monsters until you said it.. hahah. oops.

Ehm
July 30, 2011

Ryn: Yeah, Maybe. Can’t depend on that though. I’m lucky I have found someone to share my life with, who isn’t bothered enough by my baggage to leave me. 🙂

It sucks that she has been using you. I’m glad that you’re starting to realize things though. I wish you the best. -J