Change!

Hellllllllllo ladies… (and Michael),

Just figured I’d update since it’s been awhile. I got a 100 on my
Data Structures final. The test came back with a “Hell Yea!” written
on it. I thought that was awesome. I’m probably going to get an
A in that class.

And I’m also pretty sure I’m going to get an A in Psychology too.
I did great there. I actually liked Psychology. Not a lot
of gamers really liked that class because they feel it’s a waste
of time. It really doesn’t have anything to do with gaming or
game making.

But I like trying to understand how people become who they become.
And I have to say, even though I can agree with a little bit of
everything from everyone, I honestly don’t think any one person
has come up with the perfect theory. I really liked that class.
I think the only way we could truly know how people work is
if God Him/Herself came down and gave us the perfect formula
for “How a Person Develops”.

I had a really big epiphany type feeling come over me today while I was
just self-reflecting (which I do a lot). I can’t even really describe
it, because I totally suck at using words. But I really want
to change the person that I am. To be something better. I don’t know
what or how. But it makes perfect sense to me.

And Jenn this is not an invitation for you to ask 50 million
billion trillion questions about. =P

Supposedly this next month is suppose to be easy classes.
Windows Programming I and Historical Archetypes and Mythology.
That sounds fun. I hope they are easy, that way I can have
an easy month…

Ohhh that reminds me… I made my very first data structure that
I will probably use a lot for the next couple of years. I made
a double ended singly linked list that can act as a stack, queue,
or just any type of list. It has functions for everything. It’s
beautiful. It even has a built in iterator. It’s just a
beautiful piece of code. It’s a Mona Lisa of code. It took me
like 3 hours to make, but I’ll be using it for so many years
I think…

I’m also thinking about making a Double ended DOUBLY linked list
too. But we’ll see.

I also really want to get into reading books again. I haven’t read a
book in YEARS. It’s been a long time. I was thinking of either A)
finishing Moby Dick (I’m like halfway through that 136 chapter book),
or B) starting The Story of My Experiments with Truth. But I
have no idea when or if I’ll get back into books. I just really felt
like reading something good again.

Family Guy is so distracting. How is it every time I’m writing an entry
Family Guy is on TV? It makes a 20 minute entry last an hour and 20
minutes.

Not to mention lovely BK commercials where 8 chicks jump on a dude
over a burger. God that makes me wanna go out and buy one of those.
I wish I weren’t so chick-driven. It’s so… I feel so shameful…
But dammit that’s hot.

I think I am finally content with my weight. I am not really
pushing myself to gain anymore. I’ll be satisfied with just staying
the weight that I am. I’m 155 lbs (70.45 kilos). When I started
my weight gaining quest, I was 130 lbs (59.09 kilos). Pretty good
progress. I think. Kilos makes it look like shit. Thanks a lot, Kilos.

I can’t seem to find the perfect game to play for my moods right now.
I’ve been switching back and forth between Oblivion and Gemfire. Can’t
seem to find the feelings of comfort I can usually draw from gaming.

That’s not a good thing. It makes me restless. I’m starting to change
games every 5 minutes. Hope I find the game I need soon.

I hope everyone else out there is doing okay. Have a nice day.

~Bruce