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PS — I realize I’m balding and due to a receding hairline I have a giant forehead. I don’t need to hear about it! =P

~Bruce

**EDIT**

I forgot to mention. I had a pretty scary dream last night. Time for me to share it with you.

I was in a small, square white room by myself. Just standing in the room. There was only one exit out of the room. A white door with a golden metal doorknob. After awhile of just chilling in the room, I could hear someone (or something) approaching the door on the other side.

This person (or thing) began to knock on the door. Then this person (or thing) tried to open the door. The door was locked. I was afraid. The person (or thing) began to knock harder on the door. Too hard. As if he/she were angry. And pulling hard on the doorknob. It was obvious he wanted in the room and was determined to tear the door down. He just kept banging harder and harder on the door. He never shouted or made a vocal sound though. All the noise he made was the noise he made on the door. He kept banging and banging and the door was shaking violently.

I was terrified. I didn’t know why, but I just knew whoever was on the other side of the door wanted to hurt me. And I knew he wanted to hurt me before he even knocked on the door the first time. I could just feel his intentions to hurt me.

There was nothing I could do. I just backed into a corner of the small white square room, sat down with my knees to my chest, put my head down on my knees and silently cried. I prayed for him to go away. But I never ‘woke up’ from the dream. Normally a nightmare WAKES you up when the monster gets you or something, but this one never did.

I slept for 7 hours last night, all the while in dreamland I was crouched in a corner crying in fear. My alarm clock woke me up.

~Bruce

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I like your voice and Im glad you got some good news. You smile a lot which is good. Take care of you. *hug*

March 3, 2008

Very cool. Nice to put a face to a name. You’re much more brave than I am, talking in front of a camera just freaks me out, and scares me even more to watch myself on camera. Are you going to the ball alone?

March 3, 2008

Glee! You getting out of the army early would be WICKED! AUGUST! Dude, you don’t need to describe how great that is – it’s written all over your face 🙂 Big ring! Bandage! Funny, I didn’t picture you to be the type for either. Especially the bandage – you’re a tough guy! What’s with the little bandage? 🙂 Uh oh. This weekend, huh? Big plans? This is awesome. More! (That’s an awful dream. Man, maybe I shouldn’t have given you that advice about writing them down. It’d be better not to remember this type, wouldn’t it?)

March 5, 2008

random noter: i liked your video!!! my brother is in the army. i hope you do get to get out in august! good luck. i added you to my faves by the way, hope you don’t mind!

March 6, 2008

bruce, I loved this idea! Awh, now i’m jealous that I don’t have a webcam =[ You’re so comfortable doing it too… killer 🙂 I think you’re going to turn into a party animal, haha. Take it easy on the gin 😛 Sorry about the other bad dream =[ thanks for the notes <3 they're the bestest! have a great day, take care 🙂 Sarah

March 6, 2008

So… this means tanks instead of horses, or what? 😛 Drink responsibly!

7/29/10 I also want to know whats up with the bandage on your finger in the video. I like your vlogs. =) Shame on you and your drunkenness. Tsk tsk. I would say your dream reminds me of your fear of closeness/getting hurt but what do I know about dream interpretation?