sickness continues

 I am nor perking back up like I did with Sabastian. My days are still spent in bed or the couch. It is all I can do to do what I need to, none of what I want to.

I am keeping food down, but I am still nauseated, and still feel pretty awful. I am so weak. 

I am hoping this passes soon, my spirit is suffering. I just dread the days. There is so much coming up and I dont have the strength to think about it let alone actually do it. 

Sigh…