Septic

 My mom was admited to the hospital last night. 

They think she is now septic. 

I am not sure what will happen, but I am frustrated with the cycle of illness, pain and suffering. We all are, it is hard to watch.

The hospital is an enraging entitiy to me. They don’t listen. They do what they want, even if it goes against dr.’s orders, and simple alternatives are given.( Such as she has adhevise problems and it breaks down her fragile skin rapidly, and the dr said absolutely no. They needed an iv so I suggested an alertative to the tegaderm they were using. They told me they only had that and were using it and then placed plastic tape on top. Even though we told them no.  Her bed isn’t even long enough my mom is only 5’9.)

Enough is enough is enough. 

I am tired. Yesterday wore me out.