On making effort

 I am feeling more like my self this week. I feel better sound better, overall am better. I got over my pity party, and am choosing to do better, feel better it is hard sometimes, but I have to.

I am seeing doors opening for friendship. I am trying to make an effort to see more moms. I am trying to get out with them more, and I even see possible doors opening. LLL meetings may be starting back up in my town and I am anxious to return to those, The woman who is becoming a leader is an education major and understands Samara! I see it as a good thing we are supposed to see each other this week. (She is on her 4th child in less time than me for 2 but I love it!)

I am trying to see my SIster in Laws more often and their sweet babies. 

I am trying to spend more time with the special needs mom group. I am going to a spa day here soon.

And I am going to check with the Vet center to see if anything can be done with the other partners of the OIF OEF guys. Maybe I am the only one who has a need know someone else gets it but I really do. I will see about opening my home to them, or offering to arrange coffees or something. My logic is if I need it then maybe others do to.

School is going well. I am happy about that.

And I get tot throw a birthday party this week! My dad is going to be 55. How did that happen?

I also got my eyebrows done today and I instantly feel a million times better. 

Now as soon as I get my van back from the shop I will be free again. I had a plug wire go haywire, (they were replaced 2 weeks ago) and well I just took it in and gor everything done like brakes, oil filters, wires, wipers the works. My van is crazy insane to work on and it is costing me some moeny but I want a reliable vehicle.

And with that I leave you for the night, maybe I can vaccum before Glee? They are singing Ben tonight.. Love it!