why hello 4:30am

 I’m not going to write much today. Nicholai decided that we had to start our morning at 4:30…AM! So I have a headache from my body’s internal clock being all thrown out of whack. I don’t know why he couldn’t go back to sleep. I tried and patted his back for 30min but nope. I know that the antibiotics gave him really bad diaper rash, his poor little bottom is bleeding again, so I thought maybe he had a dirty diaper and it was bothering the rash and woke him up but when I changed him at 5am he was hardly even wet. So I don’t know what it was. But he has been doing so well for 2 months now he is bound to have a bad night here and there.

But… it’s going to make dealing with the time change interesting tonight. We are adding a whole nother hour into the mix here…. I don’t know if that is a good thing or a bad thing. I guess I will find out tomorrow.

I can’t believe that I haven’t seen in person, hugged, kissed, touched my husband in 113 days. Crazy!