I could really use a wish right now

 

I LOVE this song. It’s my email ring tone and my call ring tone… I just can’t get enough of it. Types Airplanes lyrics into photobucket and this beyond adorable graphic came up so I just had to post it.

My friend’s husband got home from deployment yesterday. It’s bittersweet. I’m so happy for her, her husband only saw his first sone for 3 days during R&R and now his son is 6 months old. So I’m so happy that he is home safe but at the same time I’m jealous lol. Sad… because hubs has only been gone a couple weeks now but still. I miss my husband too.

It’s crazy how much you miss someone after such a short time. He was telling me that I should be proud of him for doing his own laundry and I was telling him that I miss his laundry, sad lol. I washed his clothes and folded them but I just couldn’t bring myself to put them away. If I put them away it will be the last time I see his clothes until next year, I folded his pajamas and put them on his bedside table. I know he won’t be wearing them for a while, but I couldn’t not do it. I washed his towel and hung it back up in the bathroom. It’s weird not seeing his ACU jacket on the back of the chair in the dining room. Or not having to move his boots out of the middle of the floor so that I don’t trip on them. Or not hearing his car when he comes home at the end of the day. I miss all those things. I miss the sound of his toothbrush at night. I miss the click of the controller from him playing 360. I miss him cursing at the tv when he dies in MW. So many things that I miss. *sigh*

16 days until Jersey!

I’m going to the gym tomorrow which means Nicholai will be going to the daycare in the gym and I’m really nervous about that. I don’t want to leave my little sweetie boy with strangers but at the same time I’m going to have to learn to let go lol. Over protective mommy alert <—– right here! haha. It won’t be the first time I left him, but it will be the first time I left his with strangers. I’m sure that he will be fine, he probably won’t even notice that I’m not there.

New toys = invisible mommy

I have to send out another care package today. I still have to order Nicholai’s birthday stuff but I can’t right now. I have to pay rent today. I have to pick up some things for Nicholai today. Crazy…. I was supposed to hang out with Ashley over the weekend but her and her son got sick so we are going to try again on Saturday. I have a feeling this week is going to go by pretty fast.

Hubs and I had a long conversation last night since he had duty and he was up all night. He NEVER sleeps anymore and that worries me. I worry about his health and what’s going to happen because of his lack of sleep. He doesn’t seem to be too worried about it, blah….. men.